It's fine if I'm the only one who understands the words I write. I do not write for an audience. I write for the sake of putting my thoughts down, letting them out in a tangible form, so that I may one day look back on them and think things through again. It does, in fact, pain one to put hurtful thoughts into words. And it does hurt to think about it, to be reminded of the pain one is being, or has been put through.
No, I have not undergone hurt, nor has anyone betrayed me or my trust.
But it does still hurt when someone close, someone who matters, is hurt. It's almost the same.
To sit on the other line of the phone and hear the sound of agony lacing the voice of someone close to you is the worst feeling one can get. To be unable to get up, go to such a person and simply hold them, help them… It's a painful feeling. It hurts to know that someone important is hurting, and it hurts to know that there's nothing you can do about it.
You can yell at the source, kick and scream and hurt the source all you would like, but that won't go very far. Once can sit down and talk to whomever may be the source or cause, but at the same time, it is unnecessary to butt into other peoples' problems.
Of course, I am just a biased opinion. My opinions can be marked as biased three different ways, so they hold no validity. This is someone close to me. Another is someone that used to be. And the third is someone I would rather have gone forever.
Yes, my opinion can be marked as biased by those who don't agree, no matter how logical my argument. But I would still like to throw in my two cents, and try to shed some light on what is occurring. I would like to understand both points of view on this issue.
I do have the intention of discussing things further, and as much as it may pain someone, it is the best course of action.
The choices being made at this moment are not necessarily the best, nor are they necessary. There are, in fact, other options.
However, it would have been best if none of this started again anyways.
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